Echoes and specters and ghosts of none the wiser.
Apparitions each of bad decisions brush on by.
Envious in the ever after.
Electric fuzzy haze of regrets and dreams denied.
More you take the more you need.
The more you suck the more you bleed.
The dead know better, So [...]
How many ways can you break my spirit down…again
And how many times have I peeled my face up off the ground.. for you
In case that you’re starting to think you can run my life.. I’d think again
Or cripple my faith, when you judge and criticize me.. but I’m still [...]
I am now an instrument of violence
I am a vessel of invincibility
I cannot leave this undecided
Stepping down to battle another day
Remember me for all time this
Determination is a vital part of me
Surrender now or be counted
With the endless masses that I [...]
Is anybody out there? It feels like I’m talkin to myself
No one seems to know my struggle, and everything I come from
Can anybody hear me? Yeah, I guess I keep talkin’ to myself
It feels like I’m goin’ insane, am I the one who’s crazy?
So why in the world [...]
I feel like there is no need for conversation
Some questions are better left without a reason
And I would rather reveal myself than my situation
Now and then I consider, my hesitation
The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark [...]
I’m a victim of circumstance always willing to take a chance
A unique individual and my pain is residual
With there’s duality to i say fuck this calamity
I’m aware of my sanity but inside I don’t wanna be
I’ve got this world on my shoulders weighing down like a boulder
For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life